Well, dedicated people of the world that are actually checking back in to this little puppy. I salute you for being here. It makes my little heart happy! I will back track my story to November or so, maybe December. Painting a picture here: I am a walking zombie. This is around the time I am proud of myself for getting up out of bed and showering was on a good day. You catch my drift? I was in survival mode and I was on this Earth to care for my kids and assure EG got the best care, the end. Poor Jeff and poor me because we were not even in my tunnel vision. Not the healthy way to carry on, but it is part of the process. So, you get the picture?
As I drop my buddy R off at Mother's Day Out on his specific days, I am chatting with the ladies I interviewed with over the past summer to get a part time job for this coming year (present year). I had a job as an aide (I just wanted to get over my anxiety of leaving Ryder, so we were going to do it together as my journey to healing). I never got to it because of E's August diagnosis and called them first hand to tell them that I had to back out and fight this battle. They were SO kind and loving and wrapped their arms around me to help take care of my baby boy while I tended to this other thing going on. Forever grateful on that one.
Skipping back to November again, there is this awesome lady who saw me at my lowest and really "saw" me. We slowly began to know each other with my daily drop off trips and such. She approached me and said she wanted to meet and the ball got rolling. We clicked and had visions and meshed to a perfect unison. Starting in the summer, I will be working as an assistant director at the Mother's Day Out. EKKKKKK. It is a part time gig and I will be back with my dude and I will be available to take in E when needed and get the bigs from school. I hate to say it in fear of throwing it off kilter...but I am SO excited!
So there you have it. A pretty dang good post on us and I am soaking it in. Just like this weather and sunshine. Soaking it in every inch of my being. I will update on how maintenance and school is going soon. Big things going on! How about you? What's new?
Until Next Time
-Jenn
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